BOTTOM

me and my partner " did it " .. it was full of passion and love. and add to it the excitement of "doing it " the second time after several months. but the night before, my partner ask me, what clearly defines a top and a bottom.. and i told him exacty what he wanted to hear..


after doing it. he asked me, " would that make me a bottom? "... and i kept silent..


ANG AKIN LANG....

-WHY WOULD HE WORRY IF HE WOULD BE CONSIDERED AS BOTTOM?


-IS THIS WHAT HE IS THINKING WHY WE DIDNT DO IT FOR 7 MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER?


hindi lang sa partner ko. pero para din sa iba na ayaw matawag na BOTTOM.


ANG AKIN LANG...

your sexual prefference would not make you a LESSER person. infact, if being one would satisfy you in bed, BAKIT KA MAHIHIYA?! this is your fullfillmenT! THIS IS YOUR contentment. THIS IS WHAT AND WHO YOU ARE IN BED! i dont think there's something wrong being a bottoM. WALANG MALI SA PAGIGING BOTTOM siguro dahil ndin sa kultura ant kung paano naging tampulan ng biro ang mga kabigan nating tinatawag nga na BOTTOM.


and or maybe it is because BOTTOM is co-related to an EFFEM bisexual or into a girlie gay...


NAKAKALUNGKOT...


actually, i often surf the net and notice some invitations... i want to point this out. example:

" HI! IM GERALD! 28 TOP. LOOKING FOR A BOTTOM PARTNER. JUST MACK ME "

and to consider his physical features and his lovely face, sino hindi magpapabottom?.


ANG AKIN LANG...


how can you get a good guy if you would not admit what you are?! gerald might be just one of this guys who is looking for "BOTTOM" partner, and there's a lot more.


just like what one of my chatmates told me, why tell people you are not like this or like that, and you'll be having a sex, he already believed to something that you are not. THEN YOU ALREADY DECEIVED PEOPLE.


ANG AKIN LANG...


BE WHAT YOU ARE AND ONE DAY YOU'LL BE CATERING PEOPLE THAT REALLY NEED YOU AND LOVE YOU AS WHAT YOU ARE..


-im not the kind of person that would tell you to do some things that you dont want to do. same as with sex, if you dont want us " doing it ", i will not force you to do so... it makes me sad to think of the idea that just because he is worried of him being bottom... it really makes me sad..


what is the point of us being partner if he cant trust me. hindi ko naman siya pagtatawanan or bibiruin sa pagiging ganon nya. hayys..


HOW I WISH ALL OF YOU READ THIS. TOP, BOTTOM AND VERSAS..


LETS STOP THINKING NEGATIVELY TO WHAT OTHER LGBTS' SEXUAL PREFERENCE.


-HUWAG NA SANANG MAGING TAMPULAN NG BIRUAN AT DISKRIMINASYON ANG PAGIGING KUNG ANU NG BAWAT ISA SA ATIN.


-HINDI LAHAT NG BOTTOM AY EFFEM.


-WALANG TOP KUNG WALANG BOTTOM.. AT WALANG BOTTOM KUNG WALANG TOP.


-BE PROUD OF WHAT YOU ARE. GAY PRIDE INCLUDES ACCEPTANCE TO WHAT WE ARE AND WHAT WE DO.


KUDOS!




LRT FILES
(my own boys over flower character)


this posting is for me to say, SHET! ANG GWAPO! hahahhaha! i cannot act as faggot as i can be earlier, on my LRT ride going to the office. i really dont know what is the name but he looks like the guy from the korean novel "boys over flower". the guy that portrayed the role of Lei from the taiwan version, F4. im not a fan, but that guy that seated beside me is really a hot one... his scent flourished to my nosethrills, smelling so sweet with his light tommy hilfiger cologne.


he wears simple white shirt and jeans that compliments his manly package.. he's the kind that you would not thought of being a "bi" ba...hahaha. i know one when i see one! but he is different.. and when an another guy entered the train from the UNITED NATION TERMINAL, he smiled and started to talk.


he low toned modulated voice played to my ear as if he is talking to me and not to that guy who just entered the train. based on the conversation, i believe that they are schoolmates before, and they are talking about updates to their lives and some of their friends before..


his chinky eyes (what i called fish-like eyes) turned on me maybe by noticing that i was listening to their conversation.. i dont know what to do. he caught me staring at him and he just give me a little smile. i love that pink lips he posess. he astonished me to the fact that he will smile. maybe he also noticed that their conversation is a bit loud that they would really caught some attention.


but it was not into their conversation im upto, i like looking to his face and skin so smooth. i love listening to his voice that sounds as a lovely music to my ear. hahaha.. (im so gay) hahaha. just like what others say.. sorry bakla lang.. hahaha


how i wish bi na lang siya.. sana. kaso mukha talaga siyang straight. well its just a dream. another LRT ride na may naging crush aku... hahaha. how i love riding LRT kahit pa somtimes their service really sucks and trains always have technical troubles. but i just cant stop patronizing and riding LRT. firstly, is that i have no choice, and second, im looking forward to a day i will see another cute guy who will fill my dreams. SIYEMPRE, so i can share my stories to you..


(sorry to my dear readers. i've been so busy to my work that i dont have time to update and post some my blogs. im thingking of a good ending pa to my short novel... one day i'll continue the series.. ciao!@)